If only you knew <3

GRR ! you sound like a sweet sugar that has just been turn to a salt.. I'm very upset with you yesterday till today its like you act as if the things you says is just normal..all my tears are just wasted every night,fer you its normal, but it isnt, deep down inside its really pain ! its hard to describe how pain it is. Please realise what you did and change to a better. you are such a sweet person but u just don't realise what you do or what you says when you are mad. please do realise. now im confused should it or should not?.. my mind is blowing with thunder storms and Big Waves.. Then out of a sudden sun shines bright.. you wanted to make me smile and feel better and ferget about yesterday? i could say yes i had but in mind i cant even delete it. Oh dear me ! isnt it cruel ? or you just not being yourself? Words of heart has just been say out yesterday but what about todays words?..

Today you send me a Rose you put it ryte infront of my door on my gate with a little note saying that you are really sorry fer what you did..You wanted to change just fer me..nope i do not want you to change i like the way you are but i just want you to realise what is the mistake you did to me always..Lucky you! i still has my patience if not i will be like an hungry Lion searching fer food =_="", well i hope now you realise it cause its hard to put a breaking glass back together. All the messages has been delete and now a new chapter has begun. We are still a special friends alryte(: , dun bother to say it cause i already know . I had already say what i wanted to say. i hope you understand it all. i do still like you(: no worries.

new chapter new day new life !

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