GRR ! you sound like a sweet sugar that has just been turn to a salt.. I'm very upset with you yesterday till today its like you act as if the things you says is just normal..all my tears are just wasted every night,fer you its normal, but it isnt, deep down inside its really pain ! its hard to describe how pain it is. Please realise what you did and change to a better. you are such a sweet person but u just don't realise what you do or what you says when you are mad. please do realise. now im confused should it or should not?.. my mind is blowing with thunder storms and Big Waves.. Then out of a sudden sun shines bright.. you wanted to make me smile and feel better and ferget about yesterday? i could say yes i had but in mind i cant even delete it. Oh dear me ! isnt it cruel ? or you just not being yourself? Words of heart has just been say out yesterday but what about todays words?..

Today you send me a Rose you put it ryte infront of my door on my gate with a little note saying that you are really sorry fer what you did..You wanted to change just fer me..nope i do not want you to change i like the way you are but i just want you to realise what is the mistake you did to me always..Lucky you! i still has my patience if not i will be like an hungry Lion searching fer food =_="", well i hope now you realise it cause its hard to put a breaking glass back together. All the messages has been delete and now a new chapter has begun. We are still a special friends alryte(: , dun bother to say it cause i already know . I had already say what i wanted to say. i hope you understand it all. i do still like you(: no worries.

new chapter new day new life !

7:36 PM

Monday, June 8, 2009

June hols are BORING ! can someone make it fun fer me? plsssssssss...

Happy birthday zulraidi ! hope every wish of urs came true last long with seha! (:
happy birthday dora ! (:

Ernie tkmo sadsad kay bby ! anything u can dial my hp number(:

its been a bored and confuse year fer me as im having a hard tyme each second,minutes,hours,days,weeks,month...

Lets take the quiz as i had nothing betta to do:

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
- FOREHEAD
(2) How you do feel when you woke up this morning?
- i wanna go back to sleep again -_-"
(3) Who was the last person you took photo with ?
- At a wedding ceremony. alot -_-
(4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
- NO.
(5) Would you ever donate blood ?
-Yes,i even had not enough blood myself..
(6) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?
- Yes
(7) Do you want someone dead ?
- No.
(8) What does the last massage says ?
- is this mairah ?
(9) What are you thinking right now ?
- Alot of things..
(10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?
- YES!!!!!!!
(11) What time you went to bed last night ?
-2.00am.
(12) Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
- Roxy.
(13) Is someone in your mind ?
-YES !
(14) who was the last person who text you ?
- Unknown..
(15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz.
- Anyone(:

6:59 PM

Monday, June 1, 2009

There isnt any way that you want will be the way you want it to be.. The place that you wish you were at does not always will be there But only thing that you get is an imaginations and a Dream..

The distance, the time, the needs, the truth, the patient, the memories, the love..
Say the words you wanna say before you realise it later.. Better now than later..

Hope faithfully reveal the secrets of wisdom..

I thought you were the one you were different from others but maybe im wrong maybe im too sincere by your words i melts with your smile.. its hard fer me too discribe the things that i wanna say to you but if you were at my place you would have understand it.. and if you were me you will understand everything.. patient is all i need.. love from the fullest heart is what i wanted and not more...

change before its too late! <3

i love you ..

6:03 PM