If only you knew <3

*I've been sick fer two days now didnt went to school , having fever and flu..hope it gets well soon..
The problem lies between you and me are over dear this is not what i wanted infact what we want.. you say you're gonna be there fer me but you don't , u dun even care anymore.. I didnt know what make you change dear.. We did had a fight Once but i told you we had already make it up and forgiven each other ryte ? .. but still why did you have to say i was wrong ? and in other way of solving our problems you go out dating with other girls ???!! Do you know how hurtfull i am ? what do you think i am ? A Doll ?? i asked you what about us ? what happen to us ? you say its over all you say was just putting the blame on me but did you realise something boy ? you BUSTERD ME . i thought you're the only guy that i could ever trusted but NOOOOO , i was wrong . And now you wanted to make up with me fer all your mistake and wanted 'US' together back ? you said all this as if theres nothing happening .. MY GOODNESS ! DO YOU HAVE A BRAIN ? what ? you have ? THEN THINK !! ... you say you want me back but on your profile you took picture with that girl lovingly. what the fuck you really want from me? just now in e morning you text me saying that you still want me back but you need the tyme .. now i ask you back i need time from you have you ever given me that ? i need patient from you have you ever given me that ? instead you went out dating with girl... Boy i guess you are sick , and thanks to you that YOU make ME sick too !
Thanks fer everything you had done for me but i guess its just getting worse between us. Im sorry fer whatever mistake i've done but i really can't understand whats your feelings towards me , you said you love me instead going out having fun dating other girls ? DAMN ! .. take good care of yourself aye .. <3

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