If only you knew <3

Monday, April 20, 2009

^^huhu my new frindge^^

hey peeps! just reach homie from school ! FUUUUH ! , Now online-ing chatting with frens (: haha im totally hungry lol =_=" , i miss my doublechocolate soooo much im gonna get it soon ! Arggh ! bloggingblogging , waiting fer mum tuu get home . but she will be home at around 11.00 so gyeah, myb i'll trunn Chua Chu Kang and meet my fren and wait fr mum there , and went back homie together :D LOVEDS ! my uncle says he wanna come homie but didnt contct me lol i guess he's busy =_=" . okay till here gtg byebye ! Pssst ! Thanks fer Brightning my life ! <3

I love you alots !

5:57 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Hello people ! hahaha yest was a fun day fer me , as i went to sentosa fer my friend bdae ! Farezah,happy bdae girl ! haha reach there phew ! it was so f-king hot and yeah, soon mellisa and her fren reach so we , me,mel,dora and farezah went to the opposite beach and camwhore haha ! the most fun thing was we shake the bridge and it make us Dizzy ! HAHAHA :D ,

Pooft ! at 6++ went tuu Cityhall haha , and meet Otang ! hahaha.as we walk i met with kas and sab ! hahaha miss them toooo den went off to Marina SQ , accidentally met with feella and others so hughug, miss them sooooo much ! den went off tuu shopshop. I msg my fren tuu ask where they are then they say that they at esp rf top so we went there as fer feella was there too ! hahaha. as we reach esp i msg them(FEEQ<3,FIRohFIR,(Acit marina SQ stairs. LOL =_= " i msg him and ask where to meet so they decided tuu meet at esp so i waited they reach and we find place tuu sit. hahaha. and i cnt believe this , nico was there tuu ! HAHAAHA i really miss hym soooooo much ! have a short chitchat so on.. then took picture with the rest haha :) alot of it.then chitchatchitchat until 11.00 we went off took the train and i reach home at about 12.00 haha . reach home eat and wash up sleep.

I REALLY LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM <3

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Friday, April 17, 2009

I miss my hawt babe ! alot ! alot ! hahaha this picture was soo last year ! i miss wearing my panty hose and 'fish net' stockings alot ! hahahaha im happy today and i dun know why ? , but there is still a lil sad about something just now ... wel ferget it.. thanks OTANG ! fer helping me change my bloggy skins. i'm going of now , nk teman otang gunting rmbt. Oh yah ! i love my new frindge ! hahaha well take care update soon aye .

MairahElmo loves Audrey Hepburn lots (:

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

A Dream within a Dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me a vow—You are not wrong, to deem That my days have been a dream;Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day,In a vision, or in none,Is it therefore the less gone?All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream.

Today is April 14 - yesterday and today i didnt went tuu school , days by days im getting sick. What is there a new hope ? , i just remember one thing no matter what if im fucking stress or even mad about something just dun involve others cause its really hurt not knowing anything and had no idea get scolded in any how ways. It happens tuu me .. Alots of time .. so just saying this tuu make someone realise his mistake. Later im going tuu the doctor which mummy has book a number for me. Wow its far i need to take the train to get there . haish and it took alot of tyme , ALONE.. myb once i reach there i will called my aunty i guess .. The pain is killing me ! Even tears roll down ryte now as im typing this.. Soon theres more stress coming by 'N' level. people might say theres no need tuu stress but once they were in my place they know how painfull it can be, I may seems happy all the time because i did not want anyone tuu see my sadness , just keep it to yourself. remember this once you did a mistake you broke a glass it is really hard to put them back together you need strenght and patient. Dun ferget that there still someone loves you .

Yesterday was otang bdae im sorry i didnt come tuu school ! Im sick as you know . Gosh i really miss the fun . Well theres still next tyme my fren(: Giler happy bdae may your wish came true :DD

9:41 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

well this post is for the past week.. lala which is our form teacher we call her lala hahaha okay she fine with it btw. lala treat us swensens fer our cross country run tat we won top 50s and it was awesome the food was fantastic delicious !! i love swensens (: oh there Are me(mairah),fee, syed,syukri.aliff,hakim and lala ! HAHA . lala went of erlier because she has outing with her frens tuu orchad i guess. so me and the rest had a war of ice cweam !! yummy ! HAHAHA . had alot of laughter . as for a long tyme i never laugh like that. HAHA :D

so thats is it guess :)

5:04 PM

The past Saturday went tu westcoast plaza , watching hiphop dance competition. With diana and halyyma meet radiah raudah and mira there too. its crowded . The rest were cheering fer their fav group. Reach westcoast at about 2.30+ And went off at about 4++. it was raining cat and dog" so me ,radiah raudah and mira took the bus towards J.E and take the train tuu bugis. halyyma and diana decided to stay there so okay.. Reach bugis , damn hungry and find place tuu eat tot of wanna eat at benquet but there is no mee soto hahaha , so from raffles hospital walk towards long john. poooft ! met with dora and loktang oops salah otang . beli makan chopchop. otang and dora went off. after mamams we meet with afiq and his fren went tuu the gig . half way afiq wanna go toilet so me and radiah went off ferst. meet the rest at fad studio. chitchat blablabla the gig start at 7++.. masuk freeeeeeee ! hahahaha . suppose tuu pay but watever.. private eye , then hardcore band okay.. after private eye chill outside fer a while with marxie , wahidah and the rest chitchat2 den something spoiling came , LIPAS !!!! wan throw the thing at us we run like mad lol ! haaahhaha ! Den i fight with jerry for fun he start ferst ! hahaha . at about 10.00 me and radiah went of we took taxi too cityhall.

BUT this stupid driver is flirting with us asking where we stay , where we school at, what is our age 'da la tua ckp i u, i u...' den asking why we took taxi tuu cityhall , cityhall just a few minutes walk from bugis i tot of wanna say if you want money den keep your mouth shut if you dont wanna drive thats okay we can find other taxi GRR !! BUT I DIDNT , then radiah says because we are in a rush meet our frens, he ask where our fren lah are we frens lah blablabla. then he say why never ask our fren tuu meet us WOW ! THAT POINT OF TYME MY BLOOD IS BOILING ! I TOLD HIM THAT OUR FREN HAVE BRAINS SO THEY KNOW WHAT TO DO!. then he keep quite fer awhile then say 'jangan lah stress2' FUCK ! WITH THAT 30'S OLD MALAY GUY !!! i feel like slapping his face . then he somemore can ask fer 7bucks ?! he never even on the meter, my goodness bugis tuu cityhall is only about 5 bucks. he is tooooooooo OVER ! lucky him that he went off fast before we wrote down his taxi num. PPFFT !! so reach marina meet mira and her frens at there, doesnt quite know them well yet. so at about 11+ went off to take mrt and went homie. reach home at about 12.30 (: long story hehh.

will take the picture soon (:

3:56 PM

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Today was totally a tiring day, when tuu school as pernormal but been dismissed early at 12.40 because today have sport day, argh ! waiting fer naddy reach under my void deck at 1.35 but she reach at 2.00 okay she has some stuff need to settle. meet her and when off tuu stadium,mark attendance and wait fer the arrangement . when the arrangement has been settle the ceremony started. Venus gets second hahaha finally at laaaaaaaaaast !! atleast second (: im happy with that. well as the sports day went on we watch the houses run. cheering fer them blablabla.. at about 4.30 fee wanted tuu go home so me, naddy, fee and dee plan tuu escape from the stadium.. POOOFT! we found our escape place where theres no teachers but then as we waited fer naddy and fee to come, the door close and lock itself idk how did it happen fcuk and who did it ! gosh !! then we try tuu escape from the other side of the entrance but then it did not happen because fee do not want it . shes the one who says that she wanted tuu go home , when we trying to make it happen she says she was scared and cancel it haish ! im quite piss off actually with her that tyme but then watever just ferget it. so we just 'enjoy' the sport show haha. cheer fer the runers and talktalktalktalktalk, pictures and eat. well until 7.00 i reach homie luckly my home was just infront of the stadium haha need not to walk long to get homie yeah mairah ! :DD , reach homie i was very hungry ! so i wash up then eat and watch tv fer awhile and now surfing netty and bloggy :)

8:02 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Yest was a tiring day but i had fun with laughter because After school Otang came tuu my homie, helping me out with the download thingy. She is totally crazy ! haha we watch this cartoon video it was a little lame actually haha ! but we just laugh... -_- , okay i pity her because i know she was hungry so i cooked her maggie asam! she likes it. haha and she wanted to take a pic of it ! hahaha seriously she's crazy ! she's at my homie from 2 till 5.00 . i hope she had fun ! hees. So gyeah i sent her till bustop which is near to a small shopping mall (pioneermall) . She went home.

Reach homie after sending that mad girl. Surf the net fer a while. shut it down 30mins later. and read my novels, its an exciting story you know ! haha its about this girl name Jenny Green she's a rich girl that gets anything she wants. and shes a murder. its all started by accidentally murder, she accidentally murder her ex boify because her ex was trying to rape her ! gosh haha. she knock him down using a glass. And now she calls herself 'supergirl' she will kill the person who gets in her way. well i have not finish reading it yet so i cnt tell that much aye. its a bit creepy because when she discovers just how despicable the male gender can be with the lying, the cheating,and the utter disrespect she decides to make them pay ... with their lives ! the book tittle is Jenny Green's Killer Junior Year. you must borrow it ! :DD

7:16 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009

Today was a boring day fer me because i didnt went tuu school just now , and damn ! i'm gonna miss study hehh .. I miss my belo friends alooooooooooooot !!! HAHAHA... i was sick when i woke up at around 6.30 in the morning just now. My stomach has this one kind of pain. and its very hurtfull. Cause of that i didnt went tuu school. well if i'm well tmr i will go tuu school ! :) Sitting at home just surfing net. from 12.30 till now. going tuu shut down soon haha Will continue again Tmr i guess(: See ya !

7:00 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

April 4

Yesterday was a fun day , went out with otang tuu orchad. haha accidentally bump to naddy sister haha okay den , We had our dinner at FarEastPlaza i ate Black Pepper Chicken Rice and Bandung fer the drinks which is my favourite. The chicken rice was superb ! haha (: after we had our dinner we went window shopping, i'm sooooo in LOVE with one of the dresses there but unlucky didnt bring extra money too bad :( , okay nvm. Next tyme i sure gonna buy it ! hehex . chopchop walk around orchad, Such a nice place. With full of different kind of people you can meet. Accidentally bounce with someone we knew HAHA which is pupu ! He and his friends. His friends need to go homie, and pupu join us ! YAY ! hahaha we walk towards the "MAC" Cafe and i had my Oreo cheese cake and double chocolate drinks. It was super delicious ! we chitchat and have lots of FUN !! hahaha love them (: take lots and lots and lots of picture! weeeeeeeee~~ ahahaha , at 10pm headed too the mrt to go homie(: Reach home around 11.30.

** Actually i was suppose to go out with fee yesterday tuu town, because she plan that her mum and my mum join too with us to shopping. But then she msg me that she cant make it because she has something on. nvm theres still next tyme(:

7:44 PM

Friday, April 3, 2009

LOVE GAME

Stuck in e middle of hatred and confuse-ness! What is the meaning of all this? why must this happen? Can't anyone try to understand the situation ryte now ?! Fed-up with it and dun even bother to know more of all this shits. My patient has a limit too ! Dun even think about it. Dont even try to act nice infront of me if you are'nt . Cause i hate it. There are no sign of jeaulous-ness in this situation. There are no love. There are no trust worthy anymore, all are pain . PAINFULL-NESS. haissh ! Just forget it. No point and there is no use anymore. Thought all sort out but NO .... The day before had magic, It was superhuman,It was the judge and jury, Dizzy couldn't hurt anyone anymore.One comes and go~ Easy fer them..... Hold on and still living for life sickness moving to unknown path and its hard to describe. Is all about it again and again. I'm hurt about it. thanks alot ! enough of this f*cking shits already. I hope this things end well soon. Lets move on with the bloggy with a much happier story(:

okay? ....

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